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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
12:54 pm
Right now.
People talk when they have something to say. Most of the time I don’t have anything to say. Hence the reason I don’t speak up in class. I was the kid in the room who knew all the answers, but couldn’t formulate the response fast enough. It took me up until two years ago for me to get over that. And now with Spanish I feel worse. I have to participate for my grade. Twenty percent.

But that’s not the point of this. Actually, I seriously doubt a point being found in any of this. I had one to begin with and then I lost it when I started. Story of my life. Anyways. 

Most of the time I don’t have anything to say. I don’t have a strong opinion on most things. I let people believe what they want, do what they want. I go with the flow and I don’t challenge others. But for one time in my life I want to say something and have people listen. Maybe that’s why I don’t say anything to begin with. Why I remain quiet and listen so attentively to other people’s problems because I know that when it’s my turn to speak they’ll be tired from their retelling of life that they won’t really listen, like I did, to me. 

I know that there are plenty of people who say that they’ll listen to me. You’re probably one of them. I just want everyone to know that no one really knows me. That what they see is always the crazy and hyper and happy and helping me. No one has really seen me at my weakest. Yes, people have come close. If I have to say, two of my friends last semester would have witnessed me at a pretty low point. Which really wasn’t low at all since it was just about the same things as it always is, I just felt like sharing. And they were there for me… that time.
 
I need to find a person who will listen to me complain about the same three things. I need to find a person who will just sit and listen and not judge me or contradict me for complaining about the same three things. I need to find a person who doesn’t reply with “that sucks” or “I’m sorry.” I need to find a person who will talk back and have an actual conversation with me. I need to find a person to help me since I’m always the one helping others. I need to find a person.
Wednesday, November 1st, 2006
6:17 pm
It's November. =)
So, to celebrate the new month I got my chia tea latte.
It tastes so much better when it's a bit chilly out.
I love the extra 10 minutes of free time that I sometimes get in between classes.

I love college.
I love feeling academic, even though that rarely happens.
I rarely have homework; when I do it's pretty straightforward.
I fell in love with France this semester.
A ticket to Paris would be a nice present...

I would like a Harry Potter type scarf for Christmas.
One of those really long types that are actually made to keep one warm, not just to wear because it matches your outfit.
And I would like Phantom of the Opera because I watched part of it last night and am slightly obsessed with it right now.
And plus we've watched 40 Year Old Virgin and Mean Girls at least a dozen times. And Eurotrip, Wedding Crashers, and Anchorman multiple times.
I love movie nights.
I love college.
And doing my own laundry.
And cleaning my room because I want to, not because I have to.
It's such a change, but not really since I still live so close, but I like it nonetheless.

<3, me

Current Mood: content
Sunday, July 16th, 2006
7:20 pm


You Should Weigh 130



If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.

If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!



well that's comforting considering I weigh no where near that...



Your Love Life Secrets Are



Looking back on your life, you will have many true loves.



You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?



You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.



In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.



Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.





Your Famous Last Words Will Be:



"What we know is not much. What we don't know is enormous."



those are pretty good!



You Should Learn Spanish



For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.

Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!



haha... good thing I'm minoring in it!



Your Aura is Yellow



You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others.

While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you.



The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others



Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey



Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor

Sunday, July 9th, 2006
3:03 pm
The Lights of My Life


Yea.
Chips + Doobie + The Bournes = love.

Current Mood: happy
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
9:12 pm
First day of work today!
It was fun.
I liked it and thought about quitting it at the same time.
It's kinda sucky when you're working at a place with people your dad's age and the person closest in age to you is in her twenties. Which actually close to me in age, but when I'm there I dont feel like I'm eighteen. Annnd I even got bored there, too. I do excel spreadsheets too fast. I had to ask my dad for work because my supervisor and the man I share an office with, both of which gave me my work to do, were in a meeting and I didn't want to sit there and look like I was doing nothing.
Anyways.
Fun times, nonetheless.
I miss my bestfriend.
I miss my other best friend.
I hate work because I missed the date I was supposed to go on today. I think he just forgot that I started work and for some reason planned everything for the afternoon...
I'm going to miss sleeping in.
And eating bagels and watching Dawson's Creek.
Jennifer Leigh Jackson, I love you. Come see me.

<3, me

Current Mood: good
Saturday, June 24th, 2006
12:04 pm
Oh hey!
Wow. I never write in here any more.
I think I will this summer though. It's just way more convient than a space blog.

So, things to do this summer:
- Sign Michael's yearbook and give him his prize from Grad Nite
- Decide on picture frames or a big board for the rest of my pictures
- Print a billion more pictures
- Learn how to Latin dance
- Listen to jazz
- Buy way cool paintings from art.com
- Speak Spanish so I don't lose it for the fall
- Paint my dinosaur thing
- Get a comforter
- Teddy Geiger concert on the 30th with Kim
- Go to the beach at least once every two weeks
- Read my Whitman poetry book that I accidentally bought summer before junior year
- Finish the Shakespeare book = reading The Taming of the Shrew, Twelfth Night, The Tempest, and finishing A Midsummer Night's Dream
- Read The Perks of Being a Wallflower.

This is definitely an ongoing list.

Today feels like a shopping day. I was on the AE and target website just meandering last night/this morning. I found a skirt that I really liked from AE, so I need to go and see if they have it in the store... but I guess I can order it online. Ah... I really need/want to go to target or walmart. I really need picture frames. And a cork board. And picture frames. Okay. I'm done. But seriously, I feel like spending money, a lot of money, today.

<3, me

Current Mood: geeky
Monday, March 20th, 2006
7:34 pm


Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge



You must be an incredible hottie...

Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen act

You're the type of woman that men love to chase

But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!





You Have a Choleric Temperament



You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.

Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.



You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.

Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.

You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.



At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.

Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.

A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.






Your Heart Is Blue



Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.

You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.



Your flirting style: Friendly



Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe



Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish



What you bring to relationships: Loyalty






Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet



"Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."





Guys Like That You're Charming



You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads

Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-)

You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet

So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't!

Friday, February 24th, 2006
10:31 am
Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
5:22 pm
It's Been Awhile
Well hello there! Umm..it's been a long time. I keep thinking on writing on here, because I havent in forever and maybe people would have forgotten about it by now. Which I wouldnt mind because then I could seriously write what I want.

But, when I was thinking of typing on here, it was always some drama that I needed to get off my chest. Mostly about guys, sometimes about family, and occassionally about friends. Now, I guess there's nothing new. I cant like the boy I like because one of my best friends has been in love with him all year. And I can only hope that he doesnt like me back.

Today I read a book about Steve Irwin's scientific adventures: through the immune system. It was fun. We read it to 5th graders. Girls there think that Alex is cute. Of course, I do to, as I myself have previously fallen for that.

So, I guess just saying hi, and that I have not died. And I really like this thing here. lj is pretty fun. I do have to get a better layout though, so help would be appreciated. Oh, and Jennie- congrats! (with Ian). He sounds like a strapping young fellow!

Current Mood: crazy
Monday, December 13th, 2004
10:40 pm
QUOTES!
Todays Quotes:

"If I had a glove I would've smacked you and said 'I challenge you to a duel.'" -Jasmine in APUSHit

Chrispy: What are avocadoes bad for you?
Ryan: Because they taste good.

"Tim has a phobia of water. He never bathes" -Ryan
...later...
"Except for Tim doesnt actually smell. He bathes quite often with me" -Ryan again

Who Knows How Old These Quotes Are Quotes:
"I have to go to the bathroom, but the flipper's gone." -Ryan

"Shut Up, North" -Dawny

"SUGAR PEOPLE!" -APUSH

"I am made of lactose and monosaccrides..." -Colin

"Oh I like your jacket! What's it made out of?... 'Seal'" -Dawny having a conversation with herself in APUSH

"We should all just be farmers" -Chris

"RACHEL! I GOT ATTACKED BY A TRASHCAN!...and I kecked it and ran away!" - my twin

"I'm telling you, English people eat peas all the time." -Ryan

"O Geez, stop eating your peas!" -Ryan, again

"Well the roads are paved and who do you think did that? The Easter Bunny?" -Matt

Euhana: Hi. My first name's Foreign. My last names Policy...
Blake: ...and your middle name is Bad Joke.

"If you cant beat them Kawasaki, join them" - Ben

"Am I a crustacean?" -?, maybe Dawny

"I'm wasted...intellectually." -Joven, and that pretty much sums up APUSH

"I call my cat George. But its name isnt George. But I still call it that." - Some ASB girl in my espanol class suming up me and Raquel's conversation.

"You're more addicting than marajuana." -?, someone in APUSH

Dawny: Who said that?
Me: You.
Dawn: Me? I'm funny!

"They were knealing...on skateboards" -Matt Pat

"YES! I got the three right!" - Blake...too bad they were already given...

"It was kinda like televangelists...but, no tele." -Blake

"I was talking to Amanda during lunch and I said 'Oh, I like your shirt. Where'd you get it?' And she said 'Forever 21.' and then she asked where I got mine, and I said 'France.'" - Euhana

"I'm waving my hand! That means it's important!" -Blake

I have a lot more on my quote board, but I'm not sure if I've already posted or not...I should probably go back and check...maybe later.

Perhaps a real update tomorrow if you're lucky and I dont have too much tarea. We'll see...

xoxo, rachy

Current Mood: awake
Sunday, December 12th, 2004
11:10 pm
Extremely Random....
So, I've been lying in bed for almost two hours, trying to go to sleep. And I've decided why not check to make sure I dont have any AP English homework and update my blog? (hahahahaha...that is such a funny word, dawny!) Anyways...

This weekend...DAWN'S DANCE RECITAL! And GRACE'S BIRTHDAY! actually, that was just today. Wilson-YOU TOTALLY ROCKED! I had sooo much fun watching! And I got to meet Twinny...even though all she did was say "Hi" and then looked at me weird when I told her bye... Yesterday, what did I do? Ooooh yea! I rearranged all my furniture, minus the desk. So my room is a complete mess still since I tend to clean only when I feel like it and tend to leave my room messier than it was before. Oh well. And I also had a completely radical dream last night! OH yes, one of the best ones I've had in a while! hehehe...

I was going to update and put a lot more stuff in here, but I forgot what I was going to say, naturally. I'll put quotes in tomorrow if I feel like it, but for now I'll give you my Christmas list, since I'm so entirely lame like that...
- A CAR!
- A Sprained Ankle
- A tire swing to go in my room
- A fish in a blender (blender unplugged w/wires cut of course)
- A fort in the backyard
- and perhaps a boyfriend, but probably not
- CDs
- no clothes...they're too boring, but whatev

so yea, me and dawny decided that when people ask us what we want, we'll say a boyfriend. It'll be fun! Hmmm...maybe I'll go to sleep now. this is kinda random. goodnight my loves!

-chester

PS- WE GET TO GO SEE THE HOLIDAY CONCERT THINGY IN WALTON'S ON FRIDAY!!!!!!! I LOVE WALTON!

Current Mood: blank
Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
10:40 pm
Quotes for now
this week's quotes that I remember:

Weishin: So, what do you want for Christmas?
Me: a car, a sprained ankle, a boyfriend
Weishin then laughs hysterically

MO THE MAULER: i do beleive u must love me forever and ever
xsweetart06x: forever and ever and ever
xsweetart06x: :-*
MO THE MAULER: i think ur screwed cuz that is pretty much the definition of marriage
^my twin and rong, I'm basically under the same agreement^

ha! actually, we are chocolate buddies!
MO THE MAULER: sharing chocolate is the extent of our relationsihp
MO THE MAULER: ;-)
bsblsoxnLOLIPOPS: haha!
^ I do love Rong!^

more quotes when I pull out my planner...maybe tomorrow?
9:40 pm
Random Procrastination...
++me++
[my name is]: Rachel Bourne
[people call me]: Rachy, Chester, Kathy
[in the morning i]: sleep in as much as I can, get dressed, eat, the usual morning stuff
[love is:] indefinable
[if i could see one person right now]: Any friend, Dawn, John, whomever
[i daydream about]: if you know me well enough, you know
[tall or short]: taller than meby about 9 inches
[born]: February 12
[shoe]: flip-flops, most definitely!
[school]: Poway High
[sibs]: Drew and my future sister-in-law, Kayla
[righty or lefty]: wish I was a lefty
++have you ever++
[been in love]: probably not, I don't know
[lied]: hasn't everyone?
[given someone a bath]: my doggy and I attempted to give my cat onethat was, erm, interesting
[smoked]: never ever will
[bungee jumped]: seems like fun
[broken the law]: Yes, one timehahaha
[skinny dipped]: nope
[cried to get out of trouble]: Nope
[cut your own hair]: nope, I was a good child and never did that
[been mean]: more like sarcastic
[stalked someone]: hahaha, Ryan everyday! Even at Balboa Park!
[been sarcastic]: what is sarcastic?
[talked to someone]: no, I tend to be a recluse and I've never talked to anyone in my bloody life
[hugged someone]: oh yea, tranter hugged me today, strange kid [fought with parents]: just starting the whole process
[laughed until you cried]: Not really, but I came pretty darn close today in AP Bio. [been so drunk you blacked out]: I've never been drunk, and I don't plan on ever being
[skipped school]: photo field trip? Does that count? But I haven't ditched, if that's what's being implied
[kept a secret from everyone]: yep
[had an imaginary friend]: I've tried to before, it just never worked out
[wanted to hook up w/ a friend]: yeamaybe
[cried during a flick]: I'm not the type to cry, during anything, and I don't think I've ever cried in a movie
++opposite ++
[what do u notice first?]: Smile
[turn on-looks]: Smile, Eyes, "boys smell good" haha!
[turn on-personality]: fun, easy to talk to, makes me laugh!, knows a decent amount about me
[hair length]: Long is good, too short is bad
[best height]: Taller than me, about 6'1"
[best weight]: whatever works
++who++
[last called]: Christine, the nerd
[lastemailed]: I just got an email from Jennie Jackson, which I will most likely fill out after this because it's a survey for her class.
[last mailed letter]: I got mail from some collegeWestmont or something, mail for the family from the Hustons (neighbors in Visalia, moved to Arkansas or somewhere)
[went to the mall w/ you]: Whats the mall? Probably my mom and brother
[makes u laugh the most?]: I pretty much laugh at anything and everything. Chrispeels and Jenny crack me up in AP Bio, Dawn all the time, and Tranter is sooo funny with this whole me-having-a-boyfriend thing. Oh so very amusing
[makes you smile]: "I just like to smile, smiling's my favourite!"
[easier to talk to: boys or girls ?]: depends, its fun to tell boys about the boys that you (used to) like, and then they tell you about their crush. And then the crushes end what happens next?
[have you known the longest]: in Poway- Kimmy
[do you cry with]: Dawn, if I was to cry and Jennie in Palmdaleeven though I didn't cry, I was just there for them
++word association++
[red]: LOVE!
[cow]: mooooooooooooooo
[grass]: green
[blue]: SKY!
[mirror]: reflectionhair
[cracker]: saltines
[zine]: ALEXINE! My love!
[aol]: AIMstupid distraction
[jelly]: sponge bob
++this or that++
[day/night]: Night
[summer/winter]: summer
[tape/cd]: CD
[lust/love]: love
[on phone/in person]: in person, its just a lot more real
[gold/silver]: silver
[scary/happy movies]: depends on what mood I'm in
++favoUrite++
[coloUr]: I don't have one, I'm accepting of all colours (shut up dawn) But I like green and yellow and red
[holiday]: Christmas, my birthday, summer vacation
[shampoo]: ummherbal essence occasionally. I like the Orange Mango kids shampoo with grape conditioner, personally
[Furniture]: bed
[number]: 2 or 8 or 3
[emotion]: happy, gosh! I like feeling loved by certain people as well, makes me all warm and snuggly inside
[food]: I tend to eata lotand I'll probably be grossly over-weight when I'm 30. I am picky, but I like CARBS! YES! And candy, sugarI pretty much follow the elf food groups (see the movie Elf)
[drink]: I like the fruity kind and GATORADE IN A CAN!
[fast food]: Burger king or In-N-Out
[school subject]: Science or math or photo or Spanish because I'm good at it, but the class is boring or AP English because Walton's the best but I'm not good at writing or APUSHwait, no APUSH
[animal]: I like all animals, but I'm biased towards my dog and George and my gecko
[sport to play]: I don't do sports, wait cheer? And running, I'm ok at that and I find it highly entertaining
[sport to watch]: baseball, I'm an all-star score keeper
[band]: oooh, a lot
[flower]: pretty ones, that smell good
[cartoon character]: hmmmsponge bob I suppose, even though I don't watch it too much any more. I like pokemon! (Gotta catch 'em all!)
[book]: Harry Potter, Cannery Row
[language]: English I guess, I'm pretty good at Spanish too, I really want to learn French, Russian, and German, and Italian, but that's like French and Spanish combined
[weekend activity]: Sleeping in, no homework (even though that never happens), spending time with friends
[roller coaster]: well, I've just started to like them. I like the wooden one at 6 Flags and the one on the beach
[font]: fun font, such as Comic Sans or Century Gothic or cool downloadable ones that I have to download
[store]: THE BRITISH STORE! HECK YES!
++have you//do you//are you++
[obsessive]: waitI thought of something to be obsessed about, but I forgot, oh well, its what I do best
[want to go to college]: YES
[like high school]: School is fun, homework isn'trawr
[want to get married]: Yep
[believe in yourself]: Try to
[have piercings]: Ears
[get motion sickness]: nope
[have high self esteem]: depends on who I'm with and what I'm doing
[get along w/ your parents]: For the most part
[like thunder storms]: I was scared of them when I was little, but now they are so cool!
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to get on AIM?]: perhaps, I used to anyways ;-)
[cried because of someone saying something mean to you]: I don't think people say mean things, if its said by friends, I don't care. But if the person doesn't know methen I guess I would
[been rejected]: kinda
[rejected someone]: kinda
[used someone]: nope
[done something u regret]: who hasn't?
[color ur hair]: never. I'm too scared to put anything in it besides the glitter spray stuff
[ever get off the computer]: occassionally
[habla espanol]: si, yo hablo
++more++
[could u live without the computer?]: it was hard enough going a week without it and that's why I cheated and only went 4 days with out it
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 137, but I only talk to about 5
[like watching sunrises or sunsets]: sunsets
[what hurts the most?]: crushes, daydreams about things that you know wont come true
[is cheerleading a sport?]: well I participate in it, so I would know first hand, and yes it is most definitely a sport. A hardcore one at that.
[last time slept with stuffed animal]: last night
[houses lived in]: 6 I think
[schools gone to]: 9I sound like a bad student, but in every city I've lived in, I went to 2 schools because it was from elementary-middle school, etc. (except for Poway)
[bedroom carpet]: berber, or whatever
[would you shave ur head for $5000]: I like my hair, and I have a lot of it
[age for marriage]: 20s
[last film seen in theatre]: National Treasure
[what do you eat for breakfast?]: Frosted Flakes (they're grrrreat!) or a bagel
[bedtime]: oooh, late, wake up early, go to sleep if there's time
[best feature]: I dont knowyou tell me.
++final questions++
[i love]: my friends, family, boys, JESUS!
[i miss]: sleep
[i fear]: the future, kinda
[i wonder]: If I'll ever have a boyfriend, stupid I know. And if I'll get into college
[how do you know it's love?]: I wouldn't know
[i need to]: stupid APEL essayrawr
[i really hate when]: I procrastinate and my ADD (which I swear I have) gets the best of me. And when I spend countless times daydreaming about peoplerawr

well have a wonderful evening, maybe a real update tomorrow? who knows...

Current Mood: procrastinating
7:33 pm
lkjk
What a marvelous person! You are the splendid
Christmas tree! You are a spirited person who
almost always in a great mood. Your smiles and
laughter are some things that people usually
look forward to in you. You are someone who is
full of energy and ready for a good time. Most
likely you are a social butterfly. All of these
characteristics make you a beautiful person
inside and out. People just really enjoy to be
around you. Merry Christmas =)


What Christmas Figure Are You?
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
10:04 pm
Stolen from Jennie, who stole it from Sindhu...
{x} what's your full name? rachel renee bourne
{x} what are your nicknames? CHESTER!!!, Rachy, rachie, rachrach, rachelo, heather (photo), midget
{x} when is your birthday? February 12, 1988
{x} height? 5'3 or 5'4
{x} weight? Around 108 pounds
{x} hair? Red, technically strawberry blondeI need to get it trimmed and layered
{x} what color are your eyes? Dark blue
{x} where were you born? Dallas, Texas! HECK YES!
{x} piercing? ears
{x} tattoos? none
{x} what size shoe are you? 6-7, mostly 6
{x} have you ever been arrested? nope
{x} who's your role model? I don't think I have one, but I if I have to say, I'd go with Hermione
{x} do you have any pets? Buster (golden retriever), Oreo/George (black and white kitty), and my Gump (leopard gecko)
{x} do you have any siblings? Little brother, even though hes not so young
{x} name(s) Drew, 13
{x} nationality(s)? white, heck yes! Part irish and english and native americanthat's what I know for sure
{x} what is your astrological sign? Aquarius
{x} who is your best friend? Dawny (my twin), Laura, Kimmy, John (haha, put that just for you Dawn! =P)
PREFERENCES
{x} pierce your nose or tongue? nose
{x} be serious or be funny? funny
{x} whole or skim milk? 2%
{x} single or taken? TakenI want a brand new perspective on things
{x} simple or complicated? complicated! I'm a pretty complicated person myself!
{x} flowers or angels? flowers
{x} grey or gray? However they spell it in the UK
{x} read or write? read
{x} color or black-and-white photos? black & white (heck yes for photommm)
{x} sunrise or sunset? sunset
{x} m&m's or skittles? Both, the more sugar the better
{x} pen or pencil? pen.
{x} video or dvd? dvd
{x} stay up late or wake up late? stay up late.
{x} tv or radio? tv
{x} is it pop or soda? Soda, but it was pop in Michigan
{x} x or o in tic-tac-toe? x
{x} eat an apple or an orange? apple
{x} what came first the chicken or the egg? chicken.
{x} hot or cold? hot
{x} dead or alive? alive
{x} tall members of the opposite sex or short? People around 6'1" (hehehe)
{x} sun or moon? moon
{x} left or right? left
{x} loud or quiet? loud
{x} high or drunk? drunk
{x} green beans or carrots? carrots
{x} low fat or fat free? low fat. But I eat all fat products
{x} what is your biggest fear in the world? Never finding that one special person in the world
{x} half empty or half full? half and half.
{x} mustard or ketchup? ketchup
{x} hard cover books or soft cover books? Hard cover
{x} newspaper or magazine? magazines
{x} wonder or amazement? amazement
{x} red car or white car? red.
{x} happy and poor or sad and rich? happy and poor.
{x} singing or dancing? Both especially in photo! To frank sinatra of course!
{x} hugging or kissing? Never been kissed
{x} corduroy or plaid? corduroy
{x} happy or sad? happy
{x} purple or green? Green, but I like all coloUrs, I've decided
{x} chocolate milk or hot chocolate? CHOCOLATE MILK! I only have it every Monday at practice!
{x} marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? perfect friend.
{x} sweet or sour? sweet
{x} root beer or dr. pepper? Root beer!
{x} sappy/action/comedy/horror? Comedy with a bit of sappinessbut I also like to try to be scared
{x} ocean or pool? ocean
{x} cooler ranch or nacho cheese? I hate doritos, I've only had about 10 my entire life
{x} shine or rain? Shine, unless it's the first time its rained in 182 days and you have really cool rain boots on
{x} winter/summer/fall/spring? fall
{x} eyes open or closed? open
{x} fly or breathe under water? fly
{x} bunk-bed or waterbed? Already had the bunk bed experience, so waterbed
{x} chewing gum or hard candy? Gum- Orbit spearmint gum!
{x} motor boat or sailboat? Sailboat, that's what I did for my 16th birthday partay, and that's one of his hobbies
{x} lights on or off? off
{x} chicken or fish? chicken
FAVORiTE
{x} number? 2
{x} holiday? Christmas! Or my b-day, because it is a holiday!
{x} radio station? 102.7, even though you hear the same song about a dozen times
{x} place? Somewhere fun
{x} flower? Any kind I guessoh! I forget what they're calledmaybe I'll think of it later.
{x} scent? Aquadisioor however you spell itboys smell good! (haha dawn!)
{x} ice cream flavor? MINT CHOCOLATE CHIP! The only way, actually there are a lot more
{x} color? Well, I've decided to not be coloUr prejudice, but green, red, and yellow are all fine coloUrs
{x} if you could be anywhere, where would you be? In photo class
CURRENT
{x} current clothes: PJS! My ducky PJ pants and my mom's old USM shirt that is like a dress. Well it used to be, and still kinda is, but my butt is too big. I hate it.
{x} current mood: procrastinating
{x} current taste: top romanwhich freaks me out
{x} current annoyance: the AP English bio on John Steinbeck and boys, but that's given
{x} current smell: theres nothing to smell
{x} current thing you ought to be doing: AP English bio on John Steinbeck. Gosh.
{x} current desktop picture: harry potter, its sick, I made it myself
{x} current worry: this homework that I ought to be doing, but it wont hit me until later
{x} current sound: Melee! Jimmy Eat World- 23
{x} current fav food: sugar
{x} current fav drink: chocolate milk.
{x} current fav shoes: flip-flops because I'm weird
{x} current fav TV show: One Tree Hill, Degrassi, RfR
{x} current fav movie: harry potter, pirates of the Caribbean, Lord of the Rings, SCHOOL OF ROCK!... a lot more
LAST PERSON
{x} you talked to? Ummy mom because she keeps coming in here
{x} you instant messaged? Dawny! Or maybe Timmy
{x} you kissed? Nobody
{x} you yelled at? I don't yell at anyone. But I did have several fights with Dawnlike real sisters!
{x} you laughed with? Lets seeprobably dawn, but in real life, John because I saw him right after school and right before I went home
HAVE YOU / ARE YOU / DO YOU
{x} considered being a hooker? Oh heck yesI need to find a good spot though
{x} split personalities? Not that I know of
{x} obsessive? nope
{x} panic? not really
{x} anxiety? boys
{x} depressed? rarely
{x} open-minded? Sure, ok
{x} interesting? Probably not.
{x} hungry? Not for this noodle concoction
{x} friendly? To the people I want to be friendly towards
{x} smart? I'm good at fake smart
{x} moody? I don't think so. Am I?
{x} childish? Oh yes! Jumping in puddles, skipping around the school, going out on adventures to get candy, and all of this happens in speech and debate! (x 3)
{x} independent? When I feel like it
{x} hard working? If its something important or something that I love doing.
{x} organized? I tryit lasts for about a week
{x} healthy? Heck no! I hate vegetables and I hate meat! I'm a sugarvoire!
{x} shy? When you first know me
{x} difficult? Only to my parents! And maybe dawn, but we're practically related, so it doesn't matter. =)
{x} attractive? I've been told that I ambut don't believe what you hear
{x} bored easily? Comes with being easily entertained
{x} thirsty? YesI should go get water
{x} responsible? Pretty much
{x} sad? Not really
{x} happy? Oh, those AP English bios sure do put me on cloud nine!
{x} truly happy? I guessthings could be better though
{x} talkative? On AIM especially and to Dawn and John to whom I tell everything to
{x} different? I try to be
{x} unique? Everybody is
{x} lonely? yea
{x} colored your hair? Never in my lifeto scared to
{x} have a boyfriend? Nope and probably never will!
{x} own a webcam? nope
{x} ever get off the computer? Occassionally
HAVE YOU EVER..?
{x} fallen for your best friend? My best friend Steven in Visalia, he told me he loved me. But we were just 12 and 13, so it doesn't count.
{x} been rejected? I don't knowkinda in a way
{x} been in love? Not sure if its love yet
{x} used someone? nope
{x} been used? Hope not
{x} done something you regret? yes
{x} long or short hair? long
{x} dark or light hair? Red hair
{x} tall or short? medium
{x} dark or light eyes? Dark blue
{x} hat or no hat? Hats are hot!
{x} pierced or no? ears
DATING QUESTIONS
{x} do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? As I have said before
{x} describe a perfect date: something totally spontaneous, I don't do too well with scheduled things. Something fun
{x} how will it end?: perfectly
{x} do you have a crush? yes
{x} who? Not telling, especially on this thing where everyone can read! =P

Current Mood: procrastinating
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
8:27 pm
I need to learn how to fake cry. - my brother

ok, well right now I'm fixing to go watch the rest of Van Helsing (popcorn break) I'll update later! Let's see, nothing eventful happened today except me doing my round-off backhandspring. Its about the 4th time in my life that I've had it, but I dont think I'll lose it again because I was never pushed to do it and when I did, someone was always standing there. But I only had that once! Yay, go me, I'm tumbling in the competiton! (Which is next week) So, if you want to be totally cool and my favoUrite forever, go to that and cheer for me! I'd love you mucho if you did! =P Well, popcorn's done and now its movie time! WooT! I love Timology/Simmonism, my new religion, by the way!!

xoxo, rach*

Current Mood: movie watching!
Monday, November 8th, 2004
11:03 pm
Giving in to the Urge...
So yea, here I am, updating...I dont know what to say. Theres been too much going on in my life from the last time I did a legit update. Lets see...halloween, spanish in pants, freaking out people in speech and debate..and that just relates to my twin, Dawn. Oh yea, I have a twin, for all of you cool cats in P-dale.

I guess I'm giving up on love because it really kinda sucks. Not my words, but great lyrics from a great song. My "Boy of Summer" went to homecoming, had a blast, but he said that it was only close to the most wonderous night of his life. I've decided that I wont tell him that I like him. Partically because I really dont anymore, partically because I dont want to confuse him or anything like that. He likes some other girl. He's liked her for a couple of weeks as far as I know. And as I'm hearing from everybody this "relationship" is really random/weird. Depending on the people you talk to. So yea, maybe it would be one of his temporary random things that he does because he is a random person.

As for homecoming, I myself did not go. I've decided that I'm not going to a formal/semi-formal dance unless asked. It was great last year at winter ball though Dawn! Alex Tranter was h/c king. He's such a great guy. He works at Souplantation and gave me free cookies when I went on Thursday! I heart him. He's like an older brother. He knows who I like/liked and I'm kinda surprised that he hasnt told him yet since he seems like the kinda guy who would let it slip. He even got mad at Ryan for not asking me to homecoming, it was funny. And John Carlson said that he would help me look for someone else to like. (He knew who I like/liked too). I love that kid. He said that I should like Andrew (in photo too) and was saying what nice arms he has and such ("Look at those guns!") and he said something to Andrew about liking me...I dont want to know what he said the last time though. Probably something perverted. I know I'm not wearing my hair in pigtails around him again!

So yea, that's basically my life for now. I forgot all the things that happened. All the things that I said needed to go in here when I updated are forgotten...the story of my life. Oh yea, I have downloaded some pretty ragin cajun music. It makes life all the more better! Well, gotta go finish APUSH-it. Its fun, let me tell you!

I do have a boy that supposedly likes me though. Dawn-you're going to have to tell me these clue things (besides the hair compliment thing) so I know and can look for them because I need to know.

Too bad my digital camera is retarded and needs to be flushed, or else I would post pictures! (Which you guys in p-dale should do every post! And those are good pics Britt!)

Current Mood: calm
7:15 pm
Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"

Ariel
You can swim, flip, dive and be one with fish...WHY DO YOU WANT MORE?

Current Mood: busy
Monday, November 1st, 2004
10:31 pm
pinky swear?
OK, updating for real tomorrow, due to popular demand [not]

Promise.

Goodnight, Sweet Dreams

xoxo, rach*

Current Mood: tired
Sunday, October 10th, 2004
4:20 pm
More Procrastinating...
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